Till now

in a world torn by changes..

almost all primary school mates ain't free today except for charmaine. thus, didn't went out. ):

& tomorrow, work! or else i'll be able to go kbox now. ):

mummy is so super naggy. ohmygod. she just keep going & going even if the conversation is over. more & more topic came out & it just keep going, keep going.. i just asked if we're going grand's house for dinner anot & she went 'no', 'you all always never clean the house.' 'treat home like hotel.' ,'never even help me to get things done when you say you'll do.' & ... nevermind.

somethings i wonder, why is it always me, not sister or brother.

so, i stayed at home for the whole day. no idea what i did really. time seems to fly fast. night's falling already. why can't working day be as fast. haha! crap.

kfc for dinner. (: brought for mummy as well.

uncle is in hospital, down with dengue. but we can't go & visit him. but why? daddy's having toothache for don't know why. maybe too much smoking? or perhaps, too much peanuts..

time for books. (:

be everything that you need..

o6:50pm

why can't it be right?
right?

i'm bored. i should be studying, i know. but i'm not. cause.. idon'tknowwhy. haha!

i read someone's blog & it makes me think. what _says make people think so much. it's kind of true indeed. so profound as well. keep thinking, continue thinking.. nothing's gonna change.

meetings coming up. (: it spells F.U.N. but tomorrow's meeting has yet to be confirm. monday, working & then to meet laopa for dinner at buddies! tuesday, ntn outing! but poor jiali has got school. ): dinner with her maybe. wednesday maybe going out with sis. since the rest will be super busy with their poly stuff. thusday, free. friday, prawning with gays! (:

can't wait! :D

_ makes me feel so sad & bad just then. forget it.

my haircut is ohshit, not any better. ohmy..

uncle's in the hospital & daddy's unwell too. damnit.

love's wonderful when it's right.

11.47pm

happy yet sad.

didn't went for work today. haha! was up only at 7.3o and started getting worried. i was suppose to be ready at this time to meet my uncle. he fetch me to work every morning. just then, i realise my brother wasn't home. called him & he told me he took my place. haha. complicated..

went back to sleep. super tired. watched tv till 2.3o yesterday night. was planning to go town with sis but she's going out for her all time favourite- basketball. & furthermore, i was up only at around 2. thus, decided to stay at home for the whole day.

mum's now sleeping & no dinner at grand's house today for don't know why. mum says she's cooking dinner but till now she's still asleep. i'm hungry! no food. maybe i shall just go downstairs for dinner. haha.

yeahness, out tomorrow. (: & last day of work on monday. & outing on tuesday. (:

nothing much interesting happened recently, nothing much to write. haha. so, till then. (:

not any better.

06:22pm

if only you feel the same way too.

28march2008
went for work early in the morning. make up my mind to get as much stuff done. cause, after the 31st, brother is taking over. i'm lessening his work load. haha. (:

but things didn't went very smoothly. i kept stopping & started to stare in the space & think. just so much thoughts all of a sudden. just..

fall asleep too. can't believe it. & nobody woke me up. haha. the more i sleep, the more tired i got & i started to stack all those file up & hide behind them & sleep. haha. it's stupid but yet still i did. haha.

after work, went to find the two girls at rp. actually meeting leona & charis at causeway. but, eventually, cabbed to rp to find them instead. stayed there till around 7 plus, stalking people & then we left. haha.

walked to causeway. it's a little far but afterall, still alright. went shopping about. spend a long time looking for the blue nail polish i wanted. eventually, became shopping for make-up & stuff. haha. charis was our tester. we tested almost everything on her. she just so cute. see, charis, cute. i doubt you'll read anyway. haha.

headed back for home at around 9 plus. homesweethome at around 10. tv! haha.

i so don't wanna work tomorrow. ): it's saturday! ):

we were never meant to be, i know.

o1:o3am

now it's all gone.
why only realise it when it's too late?

work today was alright, kind of easy. haha. cause i just stood there & didn't do much work. did lots of wrong thing today. haha. was really careless but luckily, they did not blame me & say it's alright. so nice of them. haha.

when walking about with cousin after lunch & then back to the office at 1 & i stood there till 4 not doing any work, just listening to my songs. i'm so in love with 'still there for me' & 'big big world'. haha. it'sooo nice.

till cousin was up then we move from the cosy corner i was at everyday to another room. the places i sat at everyday was small. haha. just one small corner at the back of the others. it's really small. haha. but still i like it. cause i can do what i want. it's really very 'backwards' & i can hide behind those files. haha.

sat at the other room talking & packing some papers & then when the clock shows 5.3o, off we went. haha!

856 & then 804 with cousin. alighted, 7-11 & shop&save for tomorrow breakfast. haha. homesweethome & dinner. i just love home cooked food. haha. (:

tillthen. gonna get my rest & relax.

come back to me..

07:46pm

still there for you..

went for work today. cousin went too! (: was super tired in the morning. almost slept but managed to keep myself awake with sweets. haha.

went for lunch & slack around till i feel like going back to work. haha. chit chatted with charis on the phone. back & just took my own sweet time to slot the file & stuff.

cousin went out for his 'trip'. haha. he was asked to deliver something to a bank. cab fare was paid by the company. so, he went to yishun to fetch brother & then to queensway to slack & shop till around 2 plus 3 then he got back. & he went out at 10 plus 11! so good. haha. & he still got his pay. haha!

was asked to rush out some stuff that was to be send. so, cousin came over to help me. we just slacked around. haha. but still, did the work given of cause. haha! just that we were slow. hehe. time pass really first. haha. maybe it's because there's someone to talk to & joke with. haha.

rushed out at o5:3o. haha! cousin said we must run or we'll miss the bus. haha! so, we did but still, we didn't manage to catch it. sat at the bus stop & saw some company people & the gave us a ride to sembawang mrt station. haha. so good. (:

back to yishun. cousin went his way & i waited for charis. bused to 6oo plus & got my hair cut. ohgod! haha. saw omella's mum. went for dinner together after omella came. (:

charis went off first cause she was rushing for time. finished dinner & cabbed home soon after. haha.

homesweethome. home's packed with brother & friends all around. so packed yet lively. (: off they went & now home alone i am. haha.

alright, off for tv. (: working tomorrow too. it's fun with cousin around. haha. at least i won't be that bored. (:

till then.

so hard to understand.

o8:53pm

updates for chalet. (:

first day pass slow. we have got nothing much to do for the day. just sat around with poker & mahjong till bbq time. haha. mahjong, all time favourite. haha!

didn't have much food cause i wasn't hungry. but got mac for late dinner after bbq was over. haha. marshmellow is nice all of a sudden. haha!

stay awake till 5 plus 6 & went to sleep. there's only 2 girls-wanling & me so we got the bed. she share a bed with her bf so i got a bed to myself. haha. (: poor guys, got to squeeze in 2 bed. haha!

woke up only at 1 the next day. the boys went cycling & then to swimming. i just stayed at the chalet with wanling& her bf playing poker. & went sitting at the pool side watching the guys. back to chalet to look after the room cause the couple went for food & the guys swimming.

till around 4 i think, charis, ruike & eileen came. went to fetch them while darrell looked after the place. haha.

started bbq. the guys did all the bbq-ing while we girls played mahjong & poker. haha. food & tv.

the other girls with englee left at around 9 plus then. tv till around 11 & went upstairs, the room to slack. nothing much to do & started exploring each others phone-darrell, alex & me. haha. while kw & wanling played psp & the rest stayed downstairs.

went out for a walk with alex, darrell, jackson & kw at the park. my leg just ache despite the short route. haha. chit chatted.

back to the chalet & started playing mahjong- darrell, jackson & kw. the rest went sleeping. i won! haha! (: darrell was the joker for the night. haha. he really did manage to keep us awake for the night. haha. he & his idea. speechless. haha. i didn't know he will ever behave that way till that night. haha.

overnight mahjong & all worn out. haha. headed over to mac for breakfast. finally, pancakes. it has been so long since i last ate it. haha. the guys rested there while i just sataround 'watching'. haha. darrell almost fell off the chair but i saved him. trust him to be able to sleep the way he did, so unbelieveable. haha.

back to the chalet. & i went for the bed. till around 10 plus 11, we wee told to get packed & check-out. so, got things done & went off.

wanling & bf cabbed back while the rest of us bused back. back to yishun & i cabbed home cause the rest went 4ooplus for food.

homesweethome with nobody around. used lappy & update a little but was too lazy to write everything. promised to update & i just did. haha.

i just love chalet. haha! ntn, chalet? when?

08:15pm

Thinking on my time away.

okay, just got back from chalet, 3 days 2 night stay.

bus 39 back to yishun & cabbed home. showered, packed my stuff & now, hands on the lappy. haha.

overall, it's fun. (: i'm super lazy to go into details now cause i'm super shag. didn't sleep for the last night. mahjong was too addictive. haha. that explain all i suppose. (: i shall update about the details when i have gotten enough rest. haha.

till then. my apology, sorry. (: damnit, work tomorrow! ):

& oh yea, darrell, a super joker! seriously. haha!

I missed you and things weren't the same.
Cause everything inside it never comes out right.

03:14pm

miss you much.

why did it have to happen?
why did it have to end?
lots of thing happening always makes people think alot..
sometime, humans are just too silly. guess that's why they always get hurt..

REGINATAY, you know you can be strong, hang in there. things may not be good for now. but you can't just give up. you told me to hang in there & work hard. so must you! things in life always brings us down. who don't fell right? but we can't just let it have it's way. we got to stand up & fight back. there's always wrong for things to be right. remember, don't blame yourself as well. things are beyond control at time as well. just have a little faith. & don't do silly things. just give yourself some time to think things over.

just got back from grand's house. time really do past fast when we're enjoying. (:went for work early in the morning. super shag cause didn't turn in early the day before. only went for bed at 4. luckily it's saturday & only need to work half day. (:

i have gotten a new friend, 19 years old malaysian. she just impressed me. never judge a book by it's cover, really. she shall be my role model. (:

bused home after work. drop by mum's shop to see her & home sweet home. changed, tv & went to sleep. woke up only at 8 plus, showered & over to grand's house till then. played poker cards with cousin & chit chatted. just so simple yet fun still. got lots of extra pocket money as well. alot! haha.

gonna be out for the next few days. chalet! (:

tillthen. will update when i'm back. (:

love makes one silly.

12.20am

Memories make one reminisce.

Nostalgia tune make everything more unforgettable.

Those were the days..

o2:47am

it's yet another day.

20march:
just got back from damien wee's birthday celebration. (: once again, Happy 17th Mickey! (: it's so fun out with them, seriously. miss school life so much. now everyone is going their own way. ):

work early in the morning. today was way better. (: not as tired as yesterday though more work was done today. haha. guess it's because i slept early. haha. i finish all the filing today. but more is coming up. it's an easy job. but i don't get to study. how how how?

i'm thinking of quitting now cause i'll be having tuition soon. got to rush here & there. but i'm in need of money. what to do.. it's so hard to make decision. i don't wanna regret anymore. but.. let's see about it.

bused home after work. super long! took me an hour & a half to reach home from woodlands only. people keep squeezing as well. but it's like that. just got to bear with it.

home, showered & trained to raffles place to find the rest. went lau pa sau-don't know how to spell it. haha. they ate & i watch. my tummy ache thus prefer not to eat.

after that, we walked to esplanade. sat there & chit chatted with some of them. they're so nice, really. i love my friends so much! (:

started taking photos after that. darrell is so nice today, never sleep. instead, he was super hyper. haha. & he this idiot drink bird nest & eat abalone for breakfast-inside joke. haha. photos soon.

left for home at around 11.3o cause some need to work tomorrow. but not me. hehe. (: off tomorrow. but still got to work on saturday. maybe that's my last day there. haha. going s i think or perhaps occ.

so many decision for me to make. hai. work & studies.. i'm thinking. it's such a hard decision. rp? but it's the course.. nevermind.

tillthen.

there's a voice telling me to forget you.
but should i?

o1:17am

i miss you.

first day of work today & it was tiring. guess it's because i didn't have enough sleep?

i sat at the same place from morning 8.3o to 12.3o, lunch an hour and back to the same place till 5.3o. ohmy. i just have to sit there & file stuff. & i so don't like it. i prefer walking about so much. haha. it really sucks having to be stuck there for hours. & the paper & stuff i'm suppose to file is hell lots! must according to letter & number. so much trouble. haha. damn. & i can't even study my own stuff.

but one fun thing is i can walk about to help lily-my boss fax things. haha. i din't even know how to fax till today. so dumb.

maybe this job isn't the type of job i want. it's just so boring. & i don't talk to the people there. they far older then i am & i don't know how to communicate with them. damn.

life gonna be hard working. ): work, study, tuition & friends.. work sucks!

just in case i don't get to blog tomorrow.
Happy 17th Birthday, Damien Wee!

still the same.

09:30pm

you don't know me.

went out with the girls yesterday. met leona at around 1 & headed over to bugis to meet omella & charis. walk about, lunch & then decided to head over to orchard.

went wisma then paragon & then cine. saw weiming too. slacked around, not much shopping cause i'm broke.(: then the rest were kind of tired as well. so, we rested at weiming's shop. haha.

headed back to yishun at around 6 plus 7. omella & charis went back. wanted to catch a movie but it's 9 plus 10. till, didn't catch it. we sat around chit chatting instead. so much good things happening in the past. so much misses. you really mean so much to me. i miss you.

sat around till 10plus & headed back home. dinner, tv & went for bed.

up early at 7 today. got prepared & went to meet uncle. had breakfast & then to the company. i thought it's just some admin work in the factory so i just anyhow wear-shorts. & the lady say it's inappropriate. so, i fill in the form & headed back. called charis & then i cabbed over to her house.

stalked people's blog, did her enrolment stuff & then played online mahjong. it's just so boring. 9 in the morning, what else to do? haha.

decided to catch spiderwick & the chronicles. waiting for that ahsoh to get prepared. so, here i am. (: gonna be off to meet leona. (:

tillthen.

i don't wanna be like this.

11:19am

be without you.

yesterday was terrible. i was in bed for the whole day, tired. till at night 7 did i wake up. super lazy & i felt something wasn't right for sure.

realised i was down with fever.

went for shower, waited for daddy to be home. got money from him & headed to the clinic with sis. thankyou mr fong. travelled to northpoint. see the doctor & he said some virus infection, nothing serious.

then, headed over to mac to wait for uncle. he's driving us over to the funeral. super shag despite hours of sleep. it really sucks.

reached & went for food. nothing much eaten just soup. then headed home with mummy & daddy cause felt really unwell. vomited in daddy's car, luckily there's a plastic bag. & i'm so much better after that.

home, changed & went to bed. can't sleep, probably because of the empty stomach. (:

up & awake at 9 today & watched tv. hungry!

cousin is over at italy now. so good! & it's milan, i wanna go. haha.

gonna be off for breakfast and then over to the funeral.

should i go rp now? or stay focus on private?

10:25am

EDITED
waited for uncle at around 12 & he drove us over to amk. went to the hawker centre for food. just watch cousins & siblings ate. & after that, headed over to the funeral.

sat around & chit chatted with cousin. we can't pray, as in the way we did for grandfather cause we just 'sent' someone-grandfather off. we're just 'sending' greatgrandmum off as a friend. that's what they said. so, we just do as told.

ting told me that greatgrandmum has got 89 greatgrandchild. wow, lots! i heard it's too much till our name can't be put in the paper. guess greatgrandmum enjoyed life.

family dinner together tonight. don't know where will it be.

i have great cousin i must say. (: some is just so funny. when we said about pairing him & a girl together for fun, he took it for real & started stressing & cried. just so weird. some even said he/she have got a boyfriend/girlfriend at the age of 8. can't help but laugh. the generation is really changing.

how nice will it be with you around.

05:28pm

all good things come to an end.

so much better today.

panadol cure. (: was having fever before setting off to the funeral yesterday night. making it worst, the car ride. i just can't stand the smell. got carsick. luckily the trip wasn't long. & luckily i took panadol too. felt so much better.

pray & sat around. grandmum seems tired. it's been tough for her. ): hope she'll be alright.

back home and carsick again. took another panadol back home. felt so much better.

suddenly, started getting out paint & stuff. & designed my shoes. (: did all the way till 4 did i turn in. & it's only one side of the shoes that's done. in case you people don't know, i'm setting up a blogshop with ishaq. (: more details when it's done.

up and awake by cousin's call. i have gotten a job. it's at god daddy's company. starting work on monday. it's some admin work. so, i can study at the same time.

didn't went for badminton. it's early in the morning. so, i decided not to go. but now, i'm going to meet them for lunch & perhaps a movie. (:

till then.

everything is gonna be fine.

02:17pm

EDITED.

went to look for the peeps at chongpang when i told charis i'll be meeting her at northpoint. some sort of surprise? hmmm, not really.

& then bused to northpoint. regina went home cause she was going for the food fair. yang went home too. then charis & i went to catch a movie, the water horse. it's interesting & it's good. so touching at the very end. you're the best friend that i had ever have. i'll never forget you..

after movie & home sweet home. brought dinner back. mummy & daddy's home. & i chit-chatted with them. i love it that way but it seldom happen. i hope..

faith.. someone told me, 'when hope is all gone.. have faith.. thats all you need '

alright, till then.

08:23pm

life; a sad happiness.

turn in late last night. stayed awake with sis till around 6 in the morning doing maths. teaching her can kill. the same repeated question, same number used, just the order not the same & she told me she didn't know how to do. drop dead.

everything is still the same. still feeling restless & sick as well. it's not great at all, it sucks big time.

nothing much to write. gonna stay home today. gonna be over at the funeral later on. i just wonder how grandmum is. hope she's gonna be alright.

life, how fragile. ):

rest in peace greatgrandmum. love you so much..

so close still so far.

02:39pm

& i just keep wondering.

it's so nice with my friends around. i just love them so much! i'm still around. thankyou regina tay mummy! (: it helps. jiayou.

11march:
yesterday went out with gays to sentosa. up at 7 just to go market to get fishballs. we're having a picnic and each was told to bring some food.

so, went market & back home to fried it. got everything done only at 8.30- i'm suppose to meet omella at 8.50. cause i have never fried fishballs before. didn't know when it'll be cook so i left it frying in the pan for long long time. haha.

showered, got my stuff & went to meet omella. & we was late. we're suppose to meet the rest at 9 but reached only at 9.30. but with vaild reasons. haha.

trained to sentosa. so many people, crowded. super auntie omella 'chiong' to get tickets, broad the train.. haha!

reached. picnic, sat around chit-chatting, 'swam', volleyball, soccer & captain ball.everything was going fine but the rain kind of spoils it. took shelter and just sat around.

decided to go off cause the rain doesn't seems to stop. we did super crazy things. we went to the gents to shower cause the ladies were super packed. ohmy, can't believe we did such a thing. jiali & meilin guard the door while omella, leona & i showered. it's super exciting yet scary. haha.

done & met the guys. then went vivo. planned to watch movie but the time slot isn't right. so, went to have dinner instead. leona went off. the guys ate while we girls watched.

the decided to go plaza sing for movie in the end. meilin, houwen & i went home.

back to yishun & walked to charis's house. went 400 plus & back home.

12march:
okay, i just woke up not long ago. the weather is making me sleepy. i was awake early at 8am but went back to bed cause i'm feeling sick. ever since last night, my body isn't well.

yesterday night was weird, really. i didn't know why either. my chest hurts & i'm having hard time breathing when i lay down. till now, it's still this way.

somethings seems wrong. i thought i'll just sleep & never wake up. so, i tried to stay awake. played mahjong with bro & his friends, tv & blust songs. till i can't take it & went to bed. & again, breathing difficulties. think, think & think. & you came to my mind. maybe i'm just tired..

another bad news. my greatgrandmother pass on. ): like always, such a thing have to happen. why?

people come & go. cherish when you can.

05:24pm

ohmy, I love him.

it's really stressing, to know the fact that my life is in a mess and i'm not making it any better. it sucks.

i want a job, i wanna get good grades, i wanna be smarter, i wanna be better, i want mummy to be proud of me, i want, i want, i want.. so much wants but none achieved. screw myself!

okay, for today, at least i'm trying to make my life better. i did try but maybe it's just not enough?

i'm studying for my science. looking at the cost of the fees somehow wake me up. it's not a really big amount to some others but to me, it is. i can't imagine myself still dreaming and not working any of my bones while my parents are working so hard for the family. can't bear that thoughts.

it's really time to listen to others & put down my pride. i've been 'arguing' back whenever someone talks to me about this & that, i'll find means to argue back. i've talked so much & it's really time for me to listen to what others have got to say. or, i'm not gonna learn.

how nice would it be if i were a little smarter? -ya, how nice.

o2:45pm

what to do?

o9march:
okay, my life is boring. indeed.

i have nothing much to do. no school, never study, no money, no job.. all i did was sleep, eat and watch tv. hell, this isn't the way. this type of life, for short it's good but not for long. i'm always saying 'damn, this isn't what i want.' but that's what i'm doing. ohohoh, how pathatic.

shit. get a life!

been home for the whole day. only out of bed at around 4plus5. maybe i should try s. haha. (: let's see about it.

tuesday, a day out with gays. (: it's been long since i last saw them.

& there life goes..

'they' said: 'find someone to live with.'
'i' said: 'i'd rather find someone i can't live without.'

o2:46am

so much misses.

yesterday night was _ yet funny. guys are just jerks? No.. continue wondering.

it's yet another late turn in & an early day up. lack of sleep. haha. 8am, it's just so rare. ha! i don't feel nice in the new changed bedsheet & i can't sleep in. haha. weird.

& so, i decided to get off bed & use lappy. since i'll be out later, i suppose i won't be using lappy for the day. (:

changed my blogskins, for don't know why. haha. just changed it. hopefully this looks nice? haha.

i'm sitting here starving, i want mac breakfast. haha! nevermind, buddies later.

to kahtib later, again with two lovely ladies- my teaches. haha! just like yesterday night till 'early' morning. (:

outoutout! (:

please, let everything be fine.

not in the best of mood all of a sudden recently. just, .. lots of thoughts.

nothing much done this two days. just did some drawing & a little work done on chem. & all i did was daydream.

mummy&daddy is playing oldies & it's nice, not! too noisy. can't stand it, just can't stand it. haha!

little cousin came just now. she just brighten up my day somehow. (:

tillthen.

there's more miss then love in a love letter..

& it goes on.

Happy Belated 20th Birthday, LincolnTan. -05march

Happy 17th Birthday, ChangZhanHong.

& i went out yesterday again with my primary friends, supposingly it's today but change again. went amk hub. we decided not to go too far. haha. didn't know why either. haha.

fish&co for lunch. the fish is big! haha. okay.. & then we chit-chatted, it's kind of fun refreshing our momories. haha. & i enjoyed it. (:

caught The Leap Years after that, it's nice to me. haha. but some other felt otherwise. hmmm, everyone have their own point of view, i know & that's why. (:

walked about & headed back for yishun. then went walking about northpoint. & then accompanied charmaine to 285 to find siling and bro's friend. chit-chatted with them. till around 10 plus 11, can't remember. haha.

homesweethome.

& i broke the telephone connecter. in deep shit..

life is just so complicated. but i believe things that's hidden will show someday, just have to wait. but how many people are willing to? i wonder..

my life is in a little mess now. i just felt so.

yesterday night dreams a little weird. haha. i dream i was somewhere that's gonna be infected by virus like the movie 'i'm legend'. haha. sounds silly, i know. that's why i said it's weird. hmmm..

& then, i woke up at around 4. & i only turn in at 2. just started to get all awake somehow. then many thoughts ran in my brain. so much that it kept me awake till 7.

& then, the rain, it woke me up again. it's aready 10. after shutting all the windows, back to bed till just then.

seems like something is gonna happen. the feelings is so strong within. i just don't know..

damn.

04march:

& it's wonderful.

home after a long day. haha. tiring.

actually going out with primary schoolmates but ended up cancelled. so, went out with omella and charis.

went town, orchard. brought a number of stuff. & a birthday present for yuyuan. (:

went to have subway. then met him to pass him his present at orchard control station. & back to shopping again. (:

headed back for yishun at around 7 cause charis needed to be home early. haha. photos with omella. (:

back to yishun & charis cabbed home. went walking about northpoint with omella. 'can't get outside one get inside one.' yea miss foo. haha!

headed for home at around 9. (:

homesweethome.

Happy 18th Birthday, TjhaiYuYuan. (:

2.48am.. & here i am, still awake, talking to omellafoo & charissoh online.

at this very moment, that's this madwomen who's so blur yet still so clever. left me speachless. haha. retrieve her msn. now, her blog. haha.

it's suprising that mscharissoh is still up at this hour using com as well. haha. guess she'll be turning around to check every now & then for her mum. haha.

i'm suppose to be sleeping but i'm not. haha. let's just hope i won't be late tomorrow. haha! (:

Happy 18th Birthday, NgKoonHow! (:
-unique hair cousin. haha.

up and awake by brother & friends who's playing mahjong. they told me charmaine will be coming too. so, i gave her a call. wash up & went over to grand's house to get lappy.

little cousin was downstairs playing. haha. (: so, went upstairs after she finish her running-about.

looked after her and played with her while grandmum had her shower. she's just so adorable. (: headed for home an hour later.

charmaine reached. so, use lappy awhile & went for my shower. done & went downstairs with charmaine to meet charis & had lunch too. kfc. (:

saw brother & friends while we were eating. another quarrel, i guess. like always people are unhappy with thing and stuff around them. speechless..

went to get sweets for little cousin. i promised to get her a little cute spects but none caught my eyes so, i got her sweets instead. (:

charmaine went off to funland while charis & i went grand's house. she just woke up from her afternoon nap. haha. so funny.

played with her till around 8 then we headed for home. she's just so busy running about. so active, don't even feel tired. haha. (: just love her so.

home, dinner and now, watching a show(anime) jemjem introduce-lovely complex. (: it's nice. haha.

town tomorrow! fish & co. (:

The feeling isn't same anymore.

went school for badminton yesterday. suppose to be coach last day if i'm not wrong. but, it's a little confusing. he told us there will be another 2weeks. weird.

had lunch packed by lala. played a few game & we're tired. getting old. haha. jakeh just made us laugh somehow. he's so hyper when we're all super shag. haha. ended the game and we went downstair to get a drink leaving jakeh laying on the court, like some nutcase. haha.

after that, coach started saying we'll be going to the pub but eventually change again and said we're not. keep changing till we're so blur. only till training and everything ended did he say yes.

so, went home. saw little cousin with goddaddy on the way home. played with her while waiting for grandmother. (: she's just so cute. haha.

got prepared & daddy drove me to northpoint. haha. but he drop me at the junction. dots. but way better then spending on cab again. (:

reached np. luckily i wasn't last. haha. they just keep shooting me on the bus trip home eariler, saying 'someone' is sure to be late. & i know it's me. haha.

met the rest(omella, chais, yang, kevin, adrian & weijie) at mac. mstay was there too. she's kind of sad, i know. i knew why as well. just.. sorry..

cabbed to rolwel pub with the money coach gave. haha. took so long to find direction.

played the stupid dice game. & kept losing. they all gang up one! shit-er. haha!

PHOTOS!

some people said drinking will make them feel better but somehow, it make me feel worse. i can't hold my liquid, i suppose that's the reason. the singing of the auntie just make everything worst. can't take it and make my way outside. vomited a little & it feels bad. my tummy just hurts. it's a super lousy feeling to be drunk.

after that, coach brought us to have something to eat. just kept wanting to vomit and didn't ate at all. it's just feels bad.

cab home after that. slept on the trip. awake near my house and i felt sooo much better. i just need a rest probably.(:

home. meassged with charis and talk about some serious stuff. called her in the end. talked for mintues did we realise i called with my phone and she called me. chit chatted till 5.15 before heading for bed.

i just can't sleep. it's like i had been awake for the whole night. shall not bother. (:

out to have lunch with charis.